I've just readded a few people that I haven't talked to for a while on MSN. I do it sometimes, just to check up on them and see how they're doing, even though we might not talk so much anymore. I was/am lonely, due to Hannah messing me about so much.
I readded Fiona, who I met in February.
[21:49:46] Neil: Hey babe, how are things?
[21:50:14] Have you ever loved someone so much it makes you cry?: shit
[21:50:33] Neil: I miss talking to you.
[21:51:09] Have you ever loved someone so much it makes you cry?: sorry
[21:51:15] Neil: Why are you shit?
[21:52:20] Neil: I still think about you. But I guess I'm not important anymore. That's ok. I understand. But I wanted to let you know that I'm thinking of you.
[21:52:38] Have you ever loved someone so much it makes you cry?: i have canser
[21:53:09] Neil: ...jesus...what the hell? Fuck.
[21:53:26] Neil: What kind of cancer? Tell me everything?
[21:53:50] Have you ever loved someone so much it makes you cry?: ovarian theres nothing more to say
[21:54:43] Neil: Has it affected your every day life then?
[21:56:21] Have you ever loved someone so much it makes you cry?: yer i on kemo so i got no heir off my own hence the long hair im sick all the time
[21:56:58] Neil: I'm so sorry.
[21:57:12] Neil: Can it be treated?
[21:57:18] Have you ever loved someone so much it makes you cry?: doesnt matter
[21:57:23] Have you ever loved someone so much it makes you cry?: there trying
[21:58:02] Neil: When were you diagnosed?
[21:58:46] Have you ever loved someone so much it makes you cry?: 2mounths
Holy crap.
