Hopes raised and then shattered
[13:42:57] hannah - with you i cannot get enough. .. e�?: i cant see you today
[13:43:22] Neil: Ok
[13:44:26] Neil: Why?
[13:44:38] hannah - with you i cannot get enough. .. e�?: i just cant
[13:44:54] Neil: Tell me why?
[13:50:15] Neil: ??
[13:53:38] Neil: Hannah?
[13:54:29] hannah - with you i cannot get enough. .. e�?: i done something bad.
[13:54:31] hannah - with you i cannot get enough. .. e�?: i cant
[13:54:36] Neil: What did you do?
[13:54:44] hannah - with you i cannot get enough. .. e�?: :(
[13:54:55] Neil: Come on
[13:55:06] hannah - with you i cannot get enough. .. e�?: i cant tell you
[13:55:09] Neil: Yes you can
[13:55:12] Neil: Just tell me
[13:55:39] Neil: Otherwise I'm just going to be thinking of the worst things anyway. Just tell me.
[13:56:05] hannah - with you i cannot get enough. .. e�?: it is the worst things
[13:56:10] Neil: Tell me what you've done
[13:57:33] Neil: Hannah
[13:57:46] hannah - with you i cannot get enough. .. e�?: joel turned up at my house this morning at about 4am
[13:57:56] Neil: And who is that?
[13:58:13] hannah - with you i cannot get enough. .. e�?: my friend who went to london
[13:58:17] Neil: Oh right
[13:58:50] Neil: And what have you done that is bad?
[13:59:04] hannah - with you i cannot get enough. .. e�?: let him kiss me
[13:59:30] Neil: Just kiss you? Or more
[14:02:03] Neil: Hannah
[14:02:17] hannah - with you i cannot get enough. .. e�?: :(
[14:02:25] Neil: Just kiss you?
[14:02:45] hannah - with you i cannot get enough. .. e�?: yes
[14:05:42] Neil: I guess you must not really want me that much then. You're not even over him. I like you so much. I do. I really do. But you just keep hurting me. So until you decide that you actually want to be with me without hurting me, this isn't going to work so I don't want to see you until you figure out what you want. I've tried so so hard to be patient and let whatever just go and forget about it, but you keep hurting me and it's just too much.
[14:07:27] hannah - with you i cannot get enough. .. e�?: i dont mean to hurt you, because i do like you so much - but its the way i am i dont mean it. But ok if thats what you want.
[14:09:42] Neil: I try so hard to do everything I can to make you happy and feel wanted and yet I feel like you keep screwing me around. You say you don't mean it, yet you keep doing it. I want you, but I'd rather not be with you if it means that I don't have to get hurt so much. It's horrible.
[14:10:23] hannah - with you i cannot get enough. .. e�?: i told you what i was like before we even started liking eachother.
[14:10:31] hannah - with you i cannot get enough. .. e�?: and i dont mean it .. i dont do it out of joy.
[14:10:40] hannah - with you i cannot get enough. .. e�?: im just not a nice person i guess.

Happiness never lasts for long enough.

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