My week seems less exciting now, because it was all in the build up to seeing Alice. Now that that's been taken away from me, I have nothing to look forward to.
As you might of guessed, I didn't go to that party, even though Paul and John spent quite a while trying to presuade me to go on MSN. Paul especially. He couldn't get his head round the fact that I didn't have the confidence to and that I was quite scared of going. Because I am/was. The thought of going scared me a lot and I don't even know why. I hope there'll be other times, because I do plan on going out at some point, it's just that I didn't feel as if I had the confidence to do so this time.
I am beginning to like my new chair.
I drew this to take my mind of feeling crap. Ok, so it dosen't particularly look like her, but like I said, it took my mind off feeling crap for an hour or so. Hope you like it, Hana. Feel honoured!
Thanks for the guestbook signings.
