Very bad. Very bad. My mood is very bad. For the past three days it's been bad. Suicidal thoughts are coming back.

I've been going to bed at 8pm, because I can't stand being awake for any longer. I haven't eaten since 10am yesterday. It's now 6:45am. I feel absolutely trapped inside my head. There is nothing I can do to relieve this pressure inside me.

I didn't even leave my room yesterday, only to go the toilet. Not once did I venture downstairs. I don't want to be around anyone when I feel like this.

It feels so horrible. Someone help me.