I want to wake up from this nightmare.
I need someone to wrap their arms around me and give me a hug. Do you know how long it's been since someone actually done that? February. February is the last time someone gave me a meaningful hug. Katie gave me a hug.
People shouldn't be able to remember their last hug so vividly. Their lives should be filled with that many of them that remembering one of them would be too hard.
I need someone in my life.
I need someone to give me some affection and tell me i'm important to them. I need to hear the words. Need them to tell me face to face and them actually mean it. I need friends without a monitor inbetween us.
I feel so shit right now. The depths of depression are on me once more and there is nothing I can do about it.
