I've been avoiding my mum as much as possible still. I think she's noticed.
As James said, I have to stop letting my mum affect me so much. I shouldn't have to take responsibility for her moods. It's her problem, not mine. I can only try and take on board this advice.
It's took me 7 mminutes to write this sentence because I can't think of what I want to write.
Eh forget it, that'll do.