Deflated
Read.

*sigh*

I think I'll take her down from my computer now. Maybe it's for the best.

I really hope Claire does find happiness, and doesn't break too many hearts on the way. I don't hate her, despite her wanting me to. I'll just always remember her as my girlfriend. Was the best months I've had in my life.

If she doesn't want my friendship then so be it. I will move on.


In other news, my keyboard is broken, or rather my n key is. I know i'm typing out n's now, but I constantly have to delete words because the n didn't work first time. Thankfully, my mum has said she'll buy me a new one. I've ordered this one. It'll be here (hopefully) on Wednesday, so that means I'll have to put up this one for another day. I like this keyboard as well. The keys are the kind you'd find on a laptop. It's really easy to touch-type with them and I don't think it is with regular ones. Still, it will be new and new is good.

Lately, I've seen a few diaries have a little events calendar with something happened maybe once every week or something like that. I thought to myself, if I were to have one of them what events could I put on there? I couldn't think of more than 1, 1 being going to Natalie's on Saturday. Aside from that, my life is uneventful.

I made this last night. It took me three hours. This is the real thing. Like it? Tell me what you think.

My mum is ringing Telewest (cable company) tomorrow to upgrade to digital tv. It has to be done otherwise I wouldn't have any TV in my room no more! Wonder if the porn channels will still be available?

So yeah, everything is falling apart.

12:56am

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