Tonight, I can feel myself slipping into nothing. All attempts at trying to feel happy are futile and exhausted. I am empty, lonely, unhappy, lifeless.

My mind is torn into pieces. I don't know how to patch it back up.

I feel extremely terrible at the moment, and there is no one I can turn to for solice.

No one.

I want to be something other than concious right now.

Being alive but lifeless is torture. It hurts so much.

I sometimes wish I were dead. This is one of those times.

10:54pm