I've only been awake since 9pm and I haven't ventured out of my room yet. I don't feel anything right now. Thankfully.
That's a lie.
I am hurt.
I don't understand how people can say things they must know hurt me, when all I have ever showed them is friendship. I've never done anything to deserve to be hurt by them. Yet they do it anyway. Am I destined to be hurt even when I just want to be a friend? It seems that way sometimes as I've learnt with some people.
I just think that I deserve to be something other than hurt. It'd be a nice change.
11:23pm
