Disappointed
wow, my sleeping patterns are getting even more weird. Slept from 4pm till 5am.

So, as you can imagine, there isn't that much to tell you about. However, one piece of news is the 'Celebration Day' which i'm going to on Wednesday. I don't actually know where it is exactly, but Olga said that it's only five minutes walk from the train station.

I did make a piece of art for the exhibition, but really, it looks a bit crap. I mean, I know that it'd look extremely out of place next to everyone else's work. I can imagine things like rainbows and smiles covering the walls, whereas what I've created is a lot more...well, i'm not sure. But I know that it probably won't fit in. You're free to have a look at it anyway, see what you think.

If I do decide that I'd like it to be displayed, then I first plan to go to town to get an A3 print of it made, since that's what I designed it for. It took about two hours or so to actually make it, but a lot of that time was spent simply waiting for the program to catch up with my commands, as designing for A3 makes my computer run very slowly.

I helped Laura set her new bed up yesterday, along with moving her couch out of her room. We also had to get a double matress up the stairs and into her bedroom which proved...interesting. And then we had to bring the couch down. I was exhausted after that. My god i'm so unfit. I'd love to get rid of this belly of mine and just tone up a little. But of course, I don't exactly have the willpower to do that so it's my own fault for still having such a horrible body.

Because it's not even 9am yet and i'm awake, it feels like I should be getting ready to go to college. I actually miss it. I miss it because going to college is the only time when there is a true reason to leave the house. It's also the only time when I can truly socialise with people and use my voice, rather than my fingers to say what's on my mind. When I restart college in September, it will be welcomed.

When I went for my interview with Brian, he told me and Abigail (the girl who was there, applying for the course as well) that the course only consisted of three days a week and those days were Tuesday, Thursday and Friday. This means that I'll probably hardly see my friends at all, since I'll be in another room to them, only seeing them at lunch and also, if their course is Monday to Thursday, which it may be, it means that I'll only see them for about an hour for two days a week.

I think it's a bit crap really, that the course is only three days a week. I would of liked it to be longer. Infact, I just assumed that it would be all week, I don't know why. I'm quite disappointed really that it is only three days a week, as I don't think this is enough time to truly get stuck into any projects we may be working on. It also means that we'll spend less time socialising with each other.

Because I won't be seeing my current friends that much due to the way our course schedules differ, i'm hoping that I'll meet new friends on this course. However, since I'll only be seeing these people for three days a week, I think it'll be hard to actually form a strong friendship with them, like I have done with my current friends. I hope that's not true of course and that I prove myself wrong.

It's quite daunting to think that when I finish the multimedia course, I'll be 22. I wonder if anything major will of happened in my life by that time? A favourable result would be that I was working, that I had some good friends, and ultimately, that I had found a girlfriend by that time. And if those three wishes are met, then I would certainly not be complaining at all.

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