In other news, I got my webcam working. I'm not quite sure how, but I did.
Laura went out last night with her friends and brought them back here. It's weird. They seem to be growing up faster than I am. I don't even look 19. Most of them do. It doesn't do much for my self confidence. My looks, I mean. I don't want to look about 4 years younger than I really am. But then, even if I did look 19, I'd still have to deal with the self confidence issues that I have and I doubt my looks are the centre of it. Having said that, I wish I was more attractive to people. It kind of sucks not being wanted and not having someone tell me how much they mean to them in more than a friendly way. I miss being in love.
Dave is still intent on me meeting this Vicky girl. He doesn't know when. I can't say i'm particularly excited about it though. I don't hold much hope in it, especially when she's 15, meaning that she'll probably be immature and maturity is something I look for in a girl. It's kind of hard for my friends to set me up with someone because none of them are my age. The oldest friend I have has only just turned 18.
Returning to my pants, they seem to of disappeared. I have one pair on now and I can't find the other pair to wash them for tomorrow. I've looked everywhere. I don't really fancy wearing a dirty pair of jeans to college tomorrow, even though I haven't actually been to my graphics lesson for about three weeks now :/.
And now, for your amusement, click.
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