Disappointed
So although I was supposed to do things today, I didn't because for some reason, I managed to stay up all night last night, totalling 22 hours awake. I have no idea how I managed to do this, especially after being in work all day.

So basically I've just stayed in bed all day today till 6:30pm. I definitely have to go to town tomorrow though because i'm sure that Virgin will question why I'd want to bring a game back after three weeks of having it. Same with Topman and the jeans I bought. I also definitely need a haircut because I can't go another week looking like a bad replica of the Jackson Five.

Tomorrow is the Grand National. For those of you living somewhere other than the UK, basically it's a horse race that is world famous. It's held at Aintree racecourse which is just 15 minutes from me. Me, my mum and Laura always have a bet and I put mine on last night, ahead of the race. Usually, you get better odds if you do so. I then had the idea of using my own card, which, for some reason, I had never thought of before and I ended up putting �13 of bets on, on bluesq.com. Another �7 went on a game they had on their website, where I managed to win �20, but then blew it all again. Now sadly, I *love* gambling. Sometimes, I don't know when to quit. I had the idea of going to an online casino and I ended up spending about �30-�40 on it. Very bad, I know. I have to keep away from it.

Another piece of dissappointing news, is that the guy who I was designing a website for has now said that he can't pay me so that means i'm not getting �100 for it afterall. I'm not giving him it for free either.

And now the really disappointing news. I won't be meeting Lisa tomorrow. I told you. I didn't get my hopes up this time because I didn't want to be let down again. I guess she got nervous or something again.

Some good news, is that I may be meeting someone else next week called Rachel, who I talk to on MSN daily. I met her via Faceparty. She's 15 and lives in Preston. She's said that she'd love to meet up so I suggested next Saturday. Looking forward to it.

I stand to win quite a bit of money tomorrow if my bets pay out. I'm hoping that I can at least win my �13 back that I put on, but i'm hoping to win a lot more than that. Wish me luck!

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