Hopeful
It's just got 3am. I really want to go to college tomororw, which kind of contradicts the fact that i'm awake at this hour when i'm up in less than four.

Why do I do it? I have no idea.

Wait, I know why - I've been occupied. I've been creating a movie poster. Took me about 2 hours or so and i'm quite pleased with it. I might make a sequel too. If you'd like to have a look at it, go here. It might take a while to download the page/image if you're on a slow connection so please be patient. Oh, and if you'd like to comment on it then by all means do so.

I recived a message on UDate this morning. This is how it read:

"Hi, my name is Terri, im 18 and from Liverpool, i read your profile and i am very interested in chattin to you.

Im single, brown hair and eyes of medium build, size 14 and 40dd chest. I am currently at college studyin to be a midwife!

Im very friendly outgoing enjoy different types of music, enjoy socialising and going the cinema!

If you are interested please reply!

Love Terri xxx

Umm, 40DD!? Jesus that's big isn't it. She's either quite large, or has abnormally big boobs. I messaged her back though, I mean, she might be lovely. The only problem is that my membership runs out today so if she does reply I'd have to pay another �17 to read it. I don't know whether I want to do that or not, but curiosity would probably get the better of me. I gave up hope of finding anyone on UDate about a week after I joined.

On browsing through Deviant Art, the art community I'm part of, I stumbled across a nice image and commented on it this morning. I then recieved a message in my inbox from the owner of the image. How amazed was I then, that not only was this girl from the UK, but oh no, even more than that, she lives 20 minutes away from me! Huyton! Right next door to Kirkby. Amazing. A Liverpudlian girl who's not a total trendy at all, who likes art, who happens to be on Deviant Art and, might I add, is really nice looking.

She added me to MSN shortly after I messaged her back and we talked for a few hours. Was so weird finding her out of tens of thousands of other people on there.

Huyton is where Roby college is and I thought she might go there and we might of even passed each other in the corridoors, but no, she goes to another college. She's a really nice girl and it's really nice to find that there are a few rare people around here that are different from the rest.

I'm gonna give myself 60/1 odds that I go into college tomorrow. That's how unconfident I am about it. I'm gonna give myself 4/1 odds that I get kicked off the course very soon. That's how confident I am about that.

I'm stupid. I'm just a stupid guy.

3:14am

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