I'm missing Claire. Lots. I like being able to hug her 24 hours a day. It hurts a lot to be away from her.
I am worried that Claire may be pregnant and so is she a bit. I think i'm worried more, though. It all started because someone left a message in her GUESTBOOK (No. 57). Claire had said in her diary about how she'd been going the loo a lot while she was here and the person who signed the guestbook said that frequent urination is a sign of being pregnant. I worry about this. I worry what would happen if she was.
She can't be though, surely. I mean, we always use a condom.
KATE said that frequent urination is also caused by having sex lots and we did have sex lots. I'm hoping this is why she's been needed the loo a lot and not because she's pregnant.
She said her period is in three weeks, and of course, if she doesn't get it, well...
I still choose to think that although I am worried about her being pregnant, I can't think of a single incident where sperm could of come into contact with her insides. Not one. This gives me hope.
It's my birthday in 9 days. I'll be 18. I'll officially be an adult.
I don't care one bit.
Why? Because to me, it'll just be another day. It's not like I'll be going out anywhere to celebrate, since I don't have anyone to celebrate with me. I've told my mum I don't want nothing for my birthday for the simple reason that I don't. The only thing I want/need, I already have.
Shame she lives 2 hours away.
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