Although not entirely sure why I feel totally horrible right now, I think it has something to do with the fact that my mother has just rubbed in the fact that I need a life, by saying I a) Need a job, b) need friends c) need money d) need to get out.

The thing is, I don't need them. I don't even need money, since I don't buy anything. Everyone seems to find this hard to understand. The fact that hardly ever spend money on myself, simply because I don't need to. I don't want anything.

A job, I don't think I could do, because i'm already tired from coming from college each day. To go to a job straight afterwards would kill me. Mentally, and physically. To meet new people, would be nice, but I would rather percivere trying to make friends in college. I would like to get to know them better before jumping into yet more unknwon territory and trying to do a job, socialise, and college. It would be too much.

I feel like going back to bed. I only got up 90 minutes ago. I'm not in a very good state of mind. Everything is pointless, and it's gonna take a lot to convince me otherwise.

I'll deal with it in my own time. Not by what anyone else says.

6:05pm