I've felt so terrible over the past few days and today is just the same if not worse.

I went to YPAS today and started crying. I am so fed up with my life. I do feel like dying sometimes. Just to get out of my thoughts and feelings. I'm fed up with it all. Just so fed up.

My mum is still being horrible towards me. So be it. There is nothing I can do about it, nor do I want to.

This week is going to be very dark. I won't eat much or drink. I'll sleep lots, even though I'm not tired. I know this because it's happened before. I wish it didn't have to happen again.

9:33pm