God i'm feeling nervous right now. Like, really nervous! I knew I would. Argh. There's also excitement bundled in with that package. I can't wait for tomorrow yet I want to hold it off as well. Argh I hate contradictions!

Gotta go to town now, get the train tickets for tomorrow. Even that's making me nervous!!!

Urgh, my stomach feels terrible cos of this. Hopefully it'll pass though.

2:48pm