Woke up feeling quite ok today. Big change from how I felt last night.

I feel ok right now. Although as I said lsat night, I know I'll feel terrible again tonight. Hope for the best right? Hmm.

The want, to cut, or at least inflict pain on myself is still around. Don't think that's gonna go anytime soon. So far I've resisted the urge to do anything, well apart from that once. Hopefully it will only be once.

5:34pm