"Hmmmm dunno how to tell ya this really, kinda i got asked out 2day by sum1 i really like, ive known him since i was born n we've only eva been mates till a few weeks back but we agreed to just stay mates... but kinda now he asked me out .."
And suddenly, I feel like i'm about to die once more.
A brief glimpse of happiness, snatched away.