Feeling ok today. Thankfully. I wonder how long it'll last though.
Hmm, it's weird isn't it? A diary is supposed to be where you can totally express how your feeling. What your thoughts are and stuff. In reality, though, this diary only express how I feel about me, and not other people.
It's nothing bad. It's good actually, but still can't write it all out. I want people to read what I want to say but don't want them to as well. Argh.
I don't want to hurt anyone's feelings, or more to the point, make them uncomfortable somehow. This isn't just restricted to one person by the way. It's two, and as much as I need to write about them, I can't.
Even if my diary was private it wouldn't do no good, because I want people to read my diary. I want people to totally know how I'm feeling and stuff yet, as I say, can't express how I feel about these people for fear of making them feel uncomfortable.
I guess I have to keep it to myself.
8:11pm